I’m tired this..

Every morning i wake up my husband for him to get ready for work. I have to wake him up like 10 times or push him off the bed to wake him up. Anyways this morning i woke him up and he said he didn’t want want to work anymore that he wants to quit . He said he wants to be a stay at home dad and i go to work. The only issue with that is that he’s a freaken meth drug addict!!! I’m not gonna leave my son home with a drug addict.. he tells me to work which I’m looking for work but like i said there’s no way in hell Im gonna support a drug addict while they do absolutely nothing at home .. smh i told him that he needs to stop being an asshole and go to work! He says he just wants sleep. I swear it’s getting so close to the point where I’m gonna leave his ass... very soon. I’ve tried to help him get clean, I’ve tried being supportive to him , I’ve tried to explain that he needs rehab... he just doesn’t listen.. he’s always say he needs meth but right now we’re broke af now he’s been off meth for almost a week and is driving me insane .... ugh I’m just venting sorry for the long post... i just want to cry 😭