10 weeks and feeling lost and confused..

Parris • 24 years old♎️ First Time Mommy👶🏼💚🖤 Babysitter/makeup artist💋💄 "Stay Golden"🌅

I've had this FWB for a while now nothing serious just pure fun on those lonely nights. We were always protected, he wore a condom every time we hooked up so you can imagine my surprise when I found out I was pregnant. I found out at 9 weeks that I was pregnant I'm 10 weeks now, I had no idea, i missed my period in October but that's not unusual for me it was missing my period in November that got me thinking something wasn't right. I told the father of the baby and he didn't take it to well, he doesn't want me to keep the baby but being this far along and knowing the baby has a heartbeat idk if I have it in me to kill an innocent life.. I really don't know what to do. Is it crazy for me to want to keep a baby with someone I have no feelings for??