Hi ladies, i hope you are are well. I am sitting in my hospital room, 23 days till Christmas. my 3 and 7 year old with my mom. And SO on the road (trucker). I just want to go home. I want my baby healthy, and i want her full term. im 26 weeks and have been admitted due to signs of preeclampsia. later it was determined that there is reverse flow from my cord, as well as it being attached to the side of my placenta instead of the center(not too uncommon). This is baby number 3 and i have been fortunate enough to have carried and delived with out any complications up until this point. I miss my kids, i miss everything about being with them and they miss me. they keep Asking when i will be home, and i just dont have an answer for them. 😔. I want baby 3 to be healthy, but sometimes i feel so selfish because i just want out of this hospital. i wanted to enjoy this pregnancy. with my SO and my Kids. I was not prepared for this. . . Im feeling down. Anyway just venting. best wishes ladies. And prayers are welcomed and appreciated.