Alcohol and pregnancy

Taissa • First pregnancy! 20 ! Super Excited& nervous . Due date June 3rd 2018 😊

Hey ladies. I’m extremely extremely worried. So I am 13+ 4 and yesterday I went to a party for a first time since finding out. My friend who doesn’t know offered me a drink and I need to stay sober, I’m on two antibiotics (lies) and she said oh this is non alcoholic and the girl next to her said yeah. So I tasted it and it tasted like juice I swear to God. Had 3& a half cups (red solo cup) later come to find out it’s wine (i think arbor mist which is incredibly sweet) i feel a terrible mom & im never going out again lol. :( do you guys think I’ll be okay ? I heard the heartbeat 4 days ago.