Christian help/question?

Bridget

I know this isn’t apost be on this group i really don’t know I’m new but I’ve been worrying myself to death my whole life about this and I’ve never gotten my answer... when we die do we still get to see hear and feel in our spirit body do we get to see heaven if we live right do we get to see our loved ones again? Or do we just die and be dead forever like theres no other life there no forever like it’s says in the Bible... like how do we know this is real or if there is even a god... I’m not an atheist I do believe I just keep questioning my faith cause I don’t wanna be alive to just die forever and not what get what we’re promised... I just need help please I don’t understand I haven’t been to church in a while cause I’m scared to go alone