Don’t know how to love my stretch marks

I keep trying to love my stretch marks and be grateful for them. I’m 5 months postpartum and i still look like I got attacked by animal. I think it looks hideous. I keep trying to love and appreciate my “tiger stripes”. And I just can’t, I absolutely hate them and I think my body looks completely destroyed. I don’t know how to get over or how to make them going away. I really am trying to accept them but every time I see them I feel like no one will ever want me and I feel so disgusting and ugly. I know that sounds really bad, that’s just how I feel. If there anything I can do to get rid of them? Or make them fade quicker?