Lately , I haven't been receiving any moral support from my son's father . As he has deliberately told me he needed a break than try to back off of what he said due to "miscommunication as always" . I noticed that he just won't do anything for me since I've been pregnant we spend no time with each other.

I really feel Alone during these times despite my son inside of me He shows nooo sympathy towards me . So with all the multiple encounters of neglect , disrespect and pain I decided to back off because I noticed I was putting in way too much effort and receiving barely anything!!! It was very stressful . I'm working 2 jobs , and having to commute everywhere is stressful and tiring on its own. At this point I have no choice because I have a big responsibility on its way. That deserve my all and much more . I decided to let my sons father be maybe that'll help him to realize, but it seems to no avail . I don't hear from him and he barely asks how his son & I are doing. On top of it I've been trying to fight off this cold for the past couple of days . As I try to do me and focus on myself. And slowly amend the pain and episodes I've encountered with him today ofcourse I got tested ... he sends me a random picture of some sort of motorbike . WTF!!!!!!!!!!?????????????? 😡😡😒😒😡😡😡💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔