okay so I hate to be that girl that is sad,but at the moment I am. I am sad that the holidays are around the corner . I'm missing loved ones,and to top it all off I'm lying in bed at 12:38 minds racing wondering if I'll ever get pregnant again. I'm 36,and no live children only recently really started to try to conceive using opks ,and even had a Laprosopic surgery to check that I was fine, and all reproductive organs are good thankfully I am. I had a start of a positive opk earlier today ,and my hubby worked 14 hrs and was to tired to baby dance. I also am a full time student,and I work also everyday. Maybe I just have to much on my mind,but I really needed to let it out. Thanks for reading this.