Well I’m guessing I won’t be getting a Christmas miracle this year. I’m 3 days after my due period and all I’m getting is BFNs, not even the faintest of lines. So weird because I actually thought I felt a lot of pregnancy symptoms these last few days but obviously just my body trying to play tricks with me. Expecting AF to turn up any day so she can win this battle. Feels like my body is turning against me, getting to me more each time I get a negative month. How do ladies get pregnant without intending to yet nothing works here no matter what we try. Feels like a punch to my stomach every time. So afraid I’ll never be able to bring my own baby home some day 😭