TTC is so much fun but so frustrating and disappointing when you really want it and somehow just can’t seem to get it. On my 3rd cycle trying but took a break for a year before and only tried 2 cycles because i had given up. This time around I’m going to stay off the internet , not look at any opks, just go with the flow for once and not think about it at all because i always get my hopes up. Then when AF comes i cry and cry and cry for hours looking at pictures and videos of women who has children . I get jealous because i feel like nobody understands how bad i want this how complete i would feel. Even when i see women post their BFP I get so sad that i haven’t gotten one yet but i still congratulate everyone. Me and my partner are both very healthy and fit and he has one child already. I want this sooooo bad me and my partner both want this he constantly tells me I’m ready for you to have my child and the fact that i have yet to give him one really hurts to the core ... i just hope i get it this month this is really hurting me so bad . I won’t give up I’m going to get my baby! ✨✨✨ TTC is a journey and that’s why we need to stick together .