Got no friends 😔

I suppose now I'm pregnant I thought I'd be at more groups etc meet more friends but truth is I'm at home always cleaning and caring for my other 3 kids. because my man works all the time and isn't moving in until baby is 6months to pay off his debt it's harder plus his friends don't like me because of the last years break up but he told them his side and I was abused 10years before me and him. ok yeah he moved in too fast and I told him I just couldn't do it and not being funny but was his best pal of 6 years and his mum threw him out what else could I do. he said we were close but why does he never try to get me to join his friend group sometimes and also why does he always suggest me to pass kids off first to go up to his friends (which ove known since 12years old AND they have three kids)now I feel so alone and tired.x