Why is TTC so disheartening?

Ammy

This is such a lonely road. I've been TTC for about 1.5 years. 2 miscarriages last year. I get on this app and I see so many people who are also having trouble getting pregnant, but when I get back to the real world I feel like I'm the only one struggling with infertility. I don't have any friends who are in the same boat and it's hard to talk to people when they just don't understand. So many of my friends are getting pregnant and I have to put on a fake smile and be happy. I feel like I'm not handling this well, especially after I was diagnosed with PCOS last month. I'm on second round of clomid right now. I feel like I'm running out of time. I can only take clomid for so long, and then what? Any encouragement would be great!