so it was my birthday on the 5th. my husband and I went out and swam in the ocean while our son stayed at his uncles.

that means we had the house to ourselves when we got back. I tried to initiate sex, because we haven't had sex in a month and I've been feeling very unsatisfied and starved for touch. he said no, he's too tired, and that's what he always says. He's always too tired to have sex with me. so I turned over and cried myself to sleep.

am I being irrational? I know relationships aren't only for sex but he hardly even touches me. I get 0 kisses and cuddles during the day and he barely even hold my hand.