So today 12/6/17 I took my 1st pregnancy test. I know I know I jumped the gun... but I'm just soooooo excited to add to our family. Plus being post nexplanon waiting on my period seems like its dragging on. I want it to hurry up so I can begin counting days. But to be perfectly honest I read that you can get preggers within the first week post nexplanon. So we made sure to try & conceive the 1st week. I think I am pregnant but I also think I am thinking myself into a pseudopregnancy which is making me feel crazy! I have been reading articles almost non-stop about early preggers symptoms. I have been nauseated, gassy, had sore breasts, and minor lower abd cramps & my saliva production has even increased so today I took a pregnancy test and it came back negative. I know it was extremely early to tell but I'm just ready to know either an absolute no or absolute yes. I am sad but I just "feel" in my gut like I am. Mentally I realize that my hcg level isn't high enough yet to register on certain/ most urine test yet. Which sent me on another article binge. Now I want to go to the doctor office for a blood test to confirm the absolute either way it swings. I need to be sure. Having my first kid was so different. I wasn't l looking to be pregnant with him this time its all I can think about. I think I'm losing my mind 😢 I feel like I'm spinning out of control. My rant is over. Just please keep me lifted up.