Waiting to test but I am getting my hopes upšŸ˜

Hey, everyone. Iā€™ve been browsing the community for a few months, but first time posting. I just needed somewhere to post this because we havenā€™t told anyone we are TTC.

My husband and I decided to start trying in September, but I was diagnosed with PCOS a few weeks later. Weā€™ve spent a lot of time in prayer and Iā€™ve completely changed my diet and lost 10lbs this monthšŸ™ŒšŸ¼

The app predicted my ovulation on the 27th (but I am irregular due to PCOS) and I had mittelschmerz/fertile CM the 24-26th.

I woke up feeling awful on Saturday (extremely tired, feverish, achy) and by Sunday night I had nausea and diarrhea (sorry, TMI). I decided to stay home from my nannying job on Monday due to nausea, diarrhea, and fatigue. Since Sunday Iā€™ve had dull cramps on my right side and heavy EWCM and watery, clear CM as well. Iā€™m still experiencing nausea off and on, diarrhea, gas, slight headaches/dizziness, and ā€œsurgeā€ feelings in my breasts. I noticed today that the acne on my cheeks has cleared up suddenly too.

I get my hopes up every cycle and itā€™s so hard to wait to test but Iā€™m feeling pretty confident this timešŸ™ŒšŸ¼ Iā€™m not one to believe in signs or superstitions but I did find a ladybug on my sock while folding laundry this weekend, I had a dream my sister told me I was pregnant, and I woke up on my back with my hand cradling my lower stomach (Iā€™m a stomach sleeper).

I doubt anyone made it this far beings it is just a bunch of random information BUT I AM TOO EXCITED TO KEEP IT TO MYSELF! Even if this month isnā€™t our month, I am excited that weā€™ve started on this journey togetherā¤ļø