Hey y’all! I just wanted to vent. I was a full time nanny for these kiddos for 3 years before my husband and I got married and moved to Texas. The youngest was only 6 months old when I started. I basically raised these babies. I was always (and still am) treated like family and I was so very lucky to be with them. Since I’ve moved 11 hours away from them I just feel a hole in my very core. These kids were the closest I could get to having children without them being my own. ( there Mom agrees and has said the same thing about me raising and loving her kids). It’s been a very hard adjustment and it took me by surprise. I know when we have kids of our own the hole will be slightly filled but I have learned since we moved in June that my life will always be a little more empty without them.

These were from my first time seeing them since I moved. It had been about six months.

All of us at my wedding. Paige was a jr. Bridesmaid the boys were my ring bearers! I moved four days later. They still blame my husband for me leaving. (They loved him and saw him a lot too)