Why is it so hard for me to find a boyfriend. Some girls get guys so easily. Like all I see is people getting into relationships and I’m the only one here lonely without a boyfriend. It makes me feel some type of way because I’ve never had a boyfriend so its kind of annoying since I cannot relate to people on that level . I just had a break down a few moments ago. I was talking to this guy he made me happy we would always be on ft and texting 24/7. And I had to let him go and I regret that 110% I’m a dumb bitch. But I guess I’ll find that someone when I go off to college next year .