ive been married almost 2 yrs im all in with my relationship with God solid in a church for @12 yrs now. its like my husband has been single handedly tearing any relationship i have down. every friend/family member i have he has reached out to and dragged me. i left 2 times but each time im reminded of God's promise to me of a son. and how the godly wife can help the husband to come to Christ im jjst so hurt. i know im stressed bcs of his controlling and insecurity now he has requested that stay home and i do not work but now my bills are behind and he is acting as if hes going to pay them it but this is now affecting my credit and i may lose my car... i know this is alot but i had to vent someplace. i love God I love he man my husband led me to believe he was im just sure that i have to make some moves. im really sad.