Okay, so this might be a typical post about a crush not reciprocated feelings but, honestly this is a new technique I’m trying to get over him. This will probably be a full on rant as well 😅.

Most people I work with told me that he is the nicest guy ever!!! (I work with a bunch of over 40 preschool teachers). Knowing most guys in this society I thought that maybe they were over exaggerating. Well they were not, in fact it took me by surprise that he was

We were able to talk for hours on end about everything. Full blown paragraphs with extremely detailed opinions. I legitimately thought he was different. Compared to the guys that I do meet (calls you sexy the first time you meet and ask for sex).

After a while we decided to meet, I do have a tendency to be annoyingly shy or quiet sometimes but, I am working though that. I tried starting conversation but, there was not a lot there. Mainly because I was a nervous wreck.

After that he never talks to me, even when I initialed the conversation. I could take a hint that it did not work out, that obviously I need to get over it and I want to but, my emotions are getting the best of me.

For the longest time I blamed my self like the outfit I wore that day, the fact that I was a bit unsocial, or even the way I looked. Until, I realized that shit just dose not work out sometimes. I understand things just don’t work out, I know I need to get over myself and him, and I also just wanted to know if anyone can sympathize?