The other day my sister-in-law had her baby girl and while I already knew she was pregnant I couldn’t help but feel a bit jealous. I’ve been ttc for almost 7 months and haven’t gotten lucky, unfortunately. When I went to see her at the hospital the nurse walked in with the baby and I just could not hold back. My husband carried her first and then asked me if I wanted to hold her and I told him no but he still put her in my arms and I just got so emotional. I was trying so hard not to cry but my husband saw the tears in my eyes and automatically knew how I felt and took the baby from me. I’m so sad that she got pregnant so easily, a month after a miscarriage too. I’m more than happy for her but can’t help feeling this way. 😞