That off feeling..

Anyone in the same boat around here?

Me and my fiancé ttc for 4& half years I have possibly pcos and he has low sperm count and mobility, we’re going for the ivf but I need to loose weight I’m currently just lost 1st and got 1st 8lbs left to get to the weight for the hospital, I’m also booked in for a hsg in jan to check everything’s okay, I just feel as if I fail in life atm , we’re slowly getting sorted saving for a house as we’re at my mums and dads atm and doing my driving lessons next year too, I work full time, I just feel down a lot atm when some people find it so easy to have a baby