41+5 😢

So over ready to have my little boy here, my mental health has taken a massive hit.

I’m 12 days over due today and have been having contractions for the past 2 days that just aren’t regulating or growing in intensity but they are succeeding in making me even more miserable.

All along it has been that I would be getting induced today at 41+5. They booked my bed and I felt instant relief, a weight off my shoulders. Jumped in the shower, shaved my legs last night ready to be admitted today & got a phone call to say they had double booked the bed and was cancelling my induction until Saturday 9th. Great, I sobbed for about 2 hours.

Another day of irregular painful contractions and another day without my baby. Another day of questions and people getting impatient because my baby still isn’t here