Two miscarriages ... they ( the pregnancies) were both so easy to conceive almost effortless and now im struggling... I swear I’m going to go broke with the amount of pregnancy test I’ve purchased ... The line eyes I get sometimes are ridiculous... I just want to be a mother I want to start our family. My husband and I are told by friends and family that we better parent their kids them they do sometimes lol hard to stay in the positive mind set when I keep seeing all those damn negative pregnancy test ... and to top it off I always get two weeks of moderate to severe pre-af symptoms ... ugh have all my usually pre-period symptoms and negative test and that big ol &$@“ is due Monday! Anyother lady’s feeling like fml where’s my My damn BFP already?!?! Thanks for listening just feeling a little lonely and can’t talk to any female I’m close with because none of them have ever miscarried and they are all mothers...