holding off on ttc...

Sa

we've only been ttc for 3 months but i am thinking of going back on birth control. birth control really helped me with my pmdd symptoms and being off it has made me so emotional that I had to miss work today because i couldnt stop crying. it has been 3 months and the dr suggested waiting 1 more month to see how i feel. I think that's what I'm going to do. because this made me realize that emotions during pregnancy are going to be 10x worse probably. I'm not sure I can handle that roller-coaster. I'm really sad but I think my mental sanity should come first. I'm going to talk to my husband tonight and decide what to do. anyone else have a similar situation? i feel alone about this