I will never ever breastfeed again

Constantly on me nursing 😞 she doesn’t eat much and will only have a few bites of actual food but much rather just nurses. I tried to not nurse her and make her eat but those days she’ll only have like 2 wet diapers. She’ll even turn away water if she doesn’t get to nurse. This is making breastfeeding a horrible experience. Never ever will I do this again. A yr of nursing with not wanting bottles. Itstoo much