Freaking out!


So my first appt is tom morning predicting I should be 5 weeks and 2 days. I’m freaking myself out because my husband and I have been trying for 2 yrs and to our surprise we got two pink lines. Thing is prior to this news I was going to plan on having a laparoscopic surgery for my endometriosis. A 4cm endometrioma was found and planned on removing it and hopes of a better chance of becoming pregnant but to our surprise we got our Christmas wish. I’m so terrified that something bad will happen or I’ll have an ectopic pregnancy and the closer the appt gets the more scared I get. I just needed a moment to vent. It’s all in God’s hands.