Tomorrow makes a year since I found out my LoveBug existed. I’m fighting back the tears as I write this. I remember looking at the pregnancy test & overcome with emotions. I went from shocked, overwhelmed, & excited all in a matter of minutes. It was my first pregnancy & I knew at that moment I wanted to be a Mom.

Two weeks later, I suffered a miscarriage on December 26th, 2016. I was heartbroken & still am. A year later & my heart hasn’t healed. I also haven’t had any luck on conceiving again.

I wish I could relieve a year ago tomorrow (December 12th). I wish I could experience those emotions & think about everything I had planned for my child. Instead, I’ll spend tomorrow in deep thought about my Rainbow Baby...