Me and my husband have been trying, but not trying since march. We've had the attitude, if it's meant to be it will be. For some reason, I've just always thought I'd have a hard time getting pregnant, or wouldn't be able to get pregnant. I'm 29 and I've never even had a scare. I just kinda accepted the fact, it may not be in my life's plans to be a mother. So, found out yesterday that I'm 4 weeks 6 days. I'm terrified. I feel like my whole life just flashed before my eyes. All I can be is selfish and think of all the things I'll have to give up. I feel terrible for feeling this way. I know I should be excited, but right now, i wish this was all a dream.