Frustrated with TTC

So we had a a MC in May and it took a while for me to get some sort of regular cycle back. I feel like my body is back to normal finally and of course my partner has business travel on the most important week of the month. I’m so frustrated I feel like I’ve been obsessing over temping and eating right and being hyper aware of using natural skin products etc. and then just as I’m about to ovulate he’s not around. I feel pretty exhausted emotionally. Oh and my sister just gave birth on what was going to be my due date if I hadn’t miscarried.

I think I need to stop trying in order to enjoy my life again...