Sorry

I’m so sorry I don’t want to be negative and I always try and remain positive but I really though this was my month. I’m completely heart broken. I think I need to delete social media every time I go on there I see a new pregnancy (of course I’m happy for people but I do get jealous, please tell me other people feel it to!!) my sister found out she was pregnant and although I was sooo happy for her I did go home and cry, she wasn’t even trying for a baby :(. When will I get my turn?! (Sorry for the rant and negativity)