Does anyone ever feel like a failure as a woman?

I’ve personally had this feeling for a long time now. I have never had close female friends, no sisters or female cousins around the same age and my mum isn’t really feminine.

Whenever it comes to typical girl things like fashion, heels or makeup I have no idea what I’m doing and only just about get by with those subjects. I’ve tried YouTube tutorials and whenever I try it never works out.

Just wondering if anyone else at all feels this way because honestly I feel like the only one.