I’m at a bit of a crossroads here. I really really want to have sex and see what it feels like because I have become very curious and I think I’m finally ready. Although I’m not in a relationship with the guy I’m considering having sex with, we both love each other and have been close friends for about seven years. We have tried having a relationship in the past but I wasn’t ready for that yet. I will admit I trust him a great deal & can’t think of anyone else I’d rather share that experience with. I’m just worried it will change our friendship and that I’ll regret losing that piece of me that makes me feel proud to admit having and feel like a piece of myself is missing. But on the other hand it’s bound to happen one day and YOLO. Tomorrow isn’t promised & I don’t want to die a virgin 😂Oh and I’m 18 & a freshman in college. Any advice or tips?