I think I’m in love 😍

Annie

For some reason my arch enemy started being nice to me this year. He is supper cute and the sweetest most compassionate person I have ever met. He is a year younger than me but I don’t care. I have not told anyone about this and I just need someone to vent to. I am 13 and he is 12. I know it’s a little young to be in love but I think about him all The time. And not in a sexual way. ( well like just a little). I have been trying to drop hints to him that I want to be with him. I am just becoming better friends with him and loving him more. Today he was sitting on the couch looking all sad so I bribed him to tell me what was going on. He was seeking advice to woo some nameless girl. When I Gave him advice I was just saying what I would want someone to woo me with. Then he told me who this girl was and my heart died. He said that he liked the girl who bullied me for 6 years. She is minipulative and condescending. So I told him to do what his hearts says. But I also said to have EXTREME cotion. I want to warn him and tell him that she is no good. But I also don’t want him to feel like I’m overprotective and jealous. Obviously I am a little jealous but I am not going to fuck this up like the last time I was in love. ( last time my crush rejected me and I went into a state of major depressions for was suicidal) what should I do to express my feelings and how should I cope. Please help 😭