So he claimed he was so fucked up that he had blacked out but he was mad because I was on the phone with one of my girlfriends and he started coming at me screaming trying to take my brand new phone that I had just bought and he began to pin me down on the bed multiple ways with my arms behind my back and continued to full-blown choke me out until I didn’t know if I was going to be able to breathe and luckily I could barely breathe and made him realize how much he was hurting me and how much this was affecting my PTSD and that I was terrified but the problem is besides the fact that he put his hands on me in anyway shape or form the problem itself is that I am madly in love with him and I know that he is in love with me too so I’m going to try my damnedest to get past this and work together to get past this and have nothing like this ever happen again like he’s promises it never will because if it did I would never speak to him again love or notSome people may tell me that I’m stupid for even giving him a chance after what happened but I’m in love and it is the type of love that I’ve never been in before I’ve never been treated this good by a man ever in my life. I have let him know how much he has hurt my PTSD for the worse and that I could never forget or forgive but we can work past this and I am madly in love with him n he is with me in return! and I think that’s all that matters it is 100% my decision and I’m willing to take the risk for this love because it’s true love! Finally!