What to do!

Im pregnant and only like 4 weeks and just having a horrible time waiting until Christmas to tell our families. A few of my close friends know and it’s just feeling like 12 days is waaay too long... i seriously don’t even know how I’m gonna wait 9 months of pregnancy because every day seems like forever... any advice please. Taking it easy... it’s hard to to think about everyday all day long.. it’s a whole new reason I have to live everyday...