I'm not happy like I should be..

Christina • I'm 25 years old. Mommy to a 3 year old, and a 5 month old 💗 Angel baby 10/25/17 🌈

I got my BFP on the 8th and since then i don't know how I feel...I'm so scared to have another miscarriage that i don't want to get excited. It's sad I'm honestly just waiting for the day it happens again thats how much it effects you 😥 I feel like I won't be excited til i hear a heartbeat which won't be for another month.