no longer excited 😔

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I've lost my excitement for giving birth today. I've already been diagnosed with g/d and now at 32w+6 days I had an ultrasound baby measuring 4lbs even and tech said baby looks great. well after that doc comes in to discuss the ultrasound and tells me I have a grade 3 placenta, baby is breech and I have more amniotic fluid then I should. she said normal is 25cm and I'm at 27cm. so now I'll have to get a nst every week. I'm so worried this is my 4th pregnancy and I've never had any complications. my excitement has now turned into worry.