I know it’s a “you’ll get IV antibiotics during labor” situation but I feel like I’ve failed.. like I did something wrong, that having a vaginal birth will be putting my baby at risk..

I know it’s nothing I did, it just is what it is but I’m struggling with it.

The way the nurse told my husband and I and the way she said it and the way her face looked made me feel horrible.

It now makes my first birth experience that much scarier. :/

I just want to do everything I can to keep my baby safe and now just giving birth to him will be putting him at risk. 😢