I just got diagnosed with metabolic and polycystic ovarian syndrome.

my doctor told me I had metabolic and polycystic ovarian syndrome. And I I'm pre-diabetic, and have a nodule in my tiroides. she put me in a treatment. I hate drinking pills. And and because I I'm curious and like to know what I'm drinking I got scared to drink them. I'm supposed to wait for my cycle to start to have them. and I'm secretly happy that it hasn't. even do I have a constant pain in my ovaries from some time now.