Sexually frustrated

I’m 16 years old and I’m sexually frustrated for a long time...It’s making me really cranky which I’m sure my peers can see and probably think I’m a moody cow. I really like this boy and I think about him a lot and we talk quite a bit but I don’t know if he likes me...it’s driving me mad. I sometimes wake up after dreaming of him and feel horny🙈And I’m a Virgin and he’s not so idk if my hopes are are at all clever...also I’m an anxious person and can’t really converse with many boys. I tried masterbating but although it gets kinda wet I’ve nothing to compare it to and i never feel an orgasm or what it’s like...please someone help🙈