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Having a nice relaxing evening at my parents house as my partner is out working late. Dad says casually " so when you gonna give us a grandbaby then"....i don't know, I've been off bc 14 months and nothing, I track using opks....i don't know when it will happen and it breaks my heart it hasn't yet as I've always wanted to be a mom. They don't seem to understand the struggle 😧