Teacher

So, I’m only a teenager and I’m still in high school. I have a really big crush on a teacher at my school. He’s married and is obviously so much older than me. I think about him all the time, and I know it’s wrong. I’ve tried to move on but I feel like I love him. Since the first day of school he walked into my English class (he’s a maths teacher) to get some books and we made eye contact. It felt like I loved him from that moment. Obviously it will never be anything, but I’m scared to let go of him. What if he has feelings for me too? Please help me, do you have any advice?

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