sigh...

Li

i’m really just having a hard time with body love. i’m 4’11 and weigh 89 pounds and continue to lose weight. its really just not a good combination with my depression. in all honesty i haven’t been eating as much as i should because i’m so stressed and i’ve been sleeping nonstop. but i just hate how small i look and how skinny my body looks. i know i shouldn’t be complaining but this past month i’ve just hated looking in the mirror. i used to work out every day and put on five pounds so i was 95 pounds and growing. but i had to stop because my parents are really controlling and now i just feel like a lazy,skinny mess. 😓😓😓😓 idk if y’all want pics i can try and take some later but we’ll see the responses.