being selfish....

Since I've lost my daughter, I've been so selfish with this pregnancy. I love my babies with all of my heart. But with this pregnancy I feel as if I'm not being the mommy I should be. I don't talk to my baby. I don't ask any questions at prenatal appointments. I just want my daughter back! And it isn't fair to this baby because he or she was not the cause. I just hope this feeling pass once he or she is here. And I know I can't get my daughter back, but I feel if this baby doesn't be another girl I won't be able to bond until maybe birth Please don't judge me, I really need guidance an support.