5 test (9dpo- am/pm) (10dpo- am/pm) (11dpo this morning BFN) in 3 days.... all BFN. I could have just sworn, this was our month, our xmas gift. nope. not even the faintest of lines... Seriously just screw it all anymore. So frustrated. I've had this fear my entire life I would struggle with getting pregnant, and here we freaking are.... struggling... ttc month 4, chemical in Sept my first month right after our wedding. AF due on Tuesday, 2 more days. Been off BC for nearly 3 years because I was worried we would struggle when we actually did stop taking precautions after we got married.