Why don’t I work..

When I was younger (high school) I was sexually abused, with no protection in multiple occasions. I had not gotten pregnant. My sophomore year I tried the pill and got sick, then I stopped having protected sex then. Still resulting with no pregnancy. My junior year I went to the bar in the arm and had my period for 7 months straight. Trust me I was happy to get off of that. I graduated and was on the depo shots. I keep having to reschedule and taking the shots over a month late. I’ve been with my boyfriend for over a year and we are talking about wanting a kid but we can’t decide what’s wrong. I feel like is me and I want a family more than anything. Any thoughts?