I hate ttc! I hate the negative results every month. I hate feeling jealous of friends who are pregnant. I hate feeling like I’m not good enough to be a mom. I hate all of the tracking and monitoring just to get a negative. I hate seeing babies. I hate trying to keep being positive month after month. I hate the pity “it will happen for you” statements. I hate all of this!

I am sorry that my rant is so negative. I just am so mad and sad right now. No one ever tells you that ttc can be a hard, lonely, emotionally draining journey.

For all the women who have been ttc for many years. I salute you. This crap is hard!

I will keep trying because I truly do want to be a mom. I just needed to vent.