C Section Healing with a newborn...

Does anyone else find it extra hard trying to care for a newborn after having a C section. I'm a FTM, and ended up having to go in for an emergency Csection after getting to 10cm and pushing for an hour and a half. I have been struggling so much with my beautiful daughter and it makes me feel so horrible. I'm 3weeks post partum and I am still struggling. I cant move the way I want to or comfortably bend down and pick her up or move out of bed... when I hold her and she squirms, sometimes she'll kick me in my tender spots and I just hate this healing process.... I feel like it just makes it so much worse because newborns are pretty difficult as it is nvm all the pain and the stress of not being able to breast feed successfully. Right now I'm pumping around the clock and feeding her breast milk out of a bottle because she won't latch properly. And I've seen lactation consultants which haven't helped much. Does this get any easier... I'm tired ... exhausted...sore...