possibly...

so my mom has had the same dream twice about someone in the family being pregnant and me and my s.o. have tried and tried but still NOTHING...I guess I will get mine when im meant to get mine and just enjoy the time as just me and babe without a child. It's kinda sad seeing everyone else getting pregnant or having their children and it has left me wondering... when is it going to be my turn? But I guess mine and babes time trying is over because we went to have sex Thursday and he did something he hasn't done in a few months...he pulled out. As confused as I was I thought something was wrong but he keeps saying there's nothing wrong and that we had agreed that we couldn't afford a child right now. It's left me so moody and down here lately that I just don't know what to do....