I am a second time mom. My first is now 10 and the newest addition is 1 month 3 days. I did not breastfeed at all with my first. I was 20 single and living with my parents who were really against breastfeeding since they would be watching my daughter when I was at college and work. Now fast forward to my son, I wanted the chance to try. I am married to a wonderful man who supports the choice. Even though my parents will still watch this child when I go back to work, I am now old enough to stand up for parenting my children and the decisions I make with them. Anyway I have been very proud and happy of how breastfeeding has gone. He latched and we have been doing so good until now. He’s fussy when he is not on the boob to be blunt. He will not take a pacifier. He does drink from a bottle so every once in a while I thaw out pumped milk to let my husband feed him. However I just do not make enough for me to store when I go back to work. Also it’s 2 am for the second night in a row that he has not gone to sleep yet. He has drank me dry and sore. So I broke out the formula. I only gave him an ounce and he spit some of it up, but as soon as he was finished I was able to lay him down and he is no longer fussy and attached to the boob. Should I feel bad for not being able to satisfying him and having to go to formula instead?